Wednesday, February 26th, 2003
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8:48 am - ILikeYerElbowz
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As Garrett and I entered Bed, Bath and Beyond the drama started. Employees hiding, popping out of nowhere telling me they know my comrades. It reminded me of 'Nam. I had to use the eyes in the back of my head.
While this place was a fascist haven... Old Navy was no better. We were surprised to find a communist party having a monthly meeting. Discussing things such as cargo shorts, halter tops and hot pants. This made me nauseous and we both double backed to Head Quarters(Borders). We browsed through our next mission in Computer World USA.
This mission is still under Red Tape. There will be no further discussion of this topic at this time.
Over and Out.
current mood: down, down, undercover
current music: Deltron 3030
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(4 didn't listen | shut up)
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Tuesday, December 10th, 2002
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4:28 pm
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Sunday, November 24th, 2002
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7:08 pm
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Ok.. Ok.. So I lied. Yes, this is good enough to bring me back.
The Location: Target (bathroom)
Joshy Poo walks in and notices another Target employee fixing himself up in the mirror with a huge smile on his face. I start to pee and I noticed the handicap stall has all these bags around the bottom so you can't see in. I think nothing of it. I keep on peeing. (this is one of those long pees) Then I hear "Yeah, uhhhhhhhh, mhhhhhhhmmmmm, Oh, Smack my ass, *smack*". I zip up and turn around, wide eyed and I look at the other kid in the bathroom. He can't hold in his laughs anymore and blurts out "Oh My God!" I start laughing as I hear "Oh Shit" and a whole bunch of shuffling in the stall. We make eye contact and bolt out of the bathroom in total laughter. The other kid runs out onto the main floor and I took off up the stairs to the break room. Needless to say, I encountered some good lovin tonight at work.
current mood: haha
current music: rough draft
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(13 didn't listen | shut up)
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Thursday, November 21st, 2002
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12:32 am
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Wednesday, November 20th, 2002
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1:31 pm - This Is Not Me - Part 2
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Hi - this is John, not Josh. Replace the 's' with an 'n' and move the 'h' around in Josh's name, and then you get me.
Today was my surprise unofficial birthday. Thanks Josh, Garrett, Jackie and Kara for the cards and the cupcake with the used candle. That was special - especially Josh's abstract art in my birthday card. *Cries*
I wrote a poem about my surpise birthday, I hope you all like it:
Today was my surprise birthday
It was fun
Thanks Josh, Garrett, Jackie and Kara
I tried to do a haiku, but it didn't turn out too well. I think it's a pretty good poem, though - better than Brian's stuff (hee hee heh).
Well, I have to go read The Iliad, and go see Real Women Have Curves. Congrats goes to Josh for completing the Emo Game. Heh - that game was funny.
current mood: excited
current music: Everything by Bjork
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(3 didn't listen | shut up)
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8:12 am - This is not me!
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Friday, November 15th, 2002
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12:23 am
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The Vans Park was killed by Broken Bone and I tonight ("killed"= a good thing)
Asian Josh was there and all... Broken Bone thought it was great to see the two of us talk. You know, it's like me standing next to me if I was asian. I get a kick out of that too.
We are starting a new journal, with photos of us and skating stories. It could be cool. So be on the look out for that.
I seriousally want to know one thing that always makes you all smile. The one thing that brings a smile to each one of your faces. Please tell me.
<3
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(22 didn't listen | shut up)
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Saturday, November 9th, 2002
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12:04 am
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So yesturday I watched a video that said "You make your attitude. When you wake up, you choose how you will be for the day. If you want to be happy, you will be happy. If you want to be sad, you are sure going to be sad." I think that's very true. However, what's the point? Yesturday I was told by someone very important, I just wasn't cool enough. Yeah, to me that's a big "Fuck off". I took that not too great. That may have hurt more than anything in the past couple months.
Again this is all based on me being lonely. I don't have many friends. I don't have anyone to talk to. No one I can say "just come over" and they would actually come. I don't have a girlfriend. I don't know if anyone thinks of me like that anymore.
I am sorry I don't have good input... I am sorry I can't help. I really hope everyone else is happy. I know all of you have people that you love and people who love you. That's really all I want. But alas, at least you are happy.
current music: Bjork (post) - #2
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(31 didn't listen | shut up)
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Tuesday, November 5th, 2002
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8:42 am
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Wednesday, October 30th, 2002
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4:12 pm - Don't go dying on me.
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So if I had to use a Live Journal mood for how I have been for the past week or so... I would use "Chipper". Giddy comes in a close second. I am pushing the envelope of LJ.
My life has been pretty crazy the past week but I like it. I got a job at Target, I went to a "movie style" frat party, saw some movies, saw some shows and saw some good people. Just things that don't usally happen to me have happened.
There are some people that can keep me awake and make me sooooo hyper and excited and I love it. Those people are very important. They brought me out of my crappy joshy poo phase.
What book should I read now? I just finished "A walk to remember". I need a new one.
I want to make some snow angels.
current mood: cheerful
current music: .One stone thrown from a riot.
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(11 didn't listen | shut up)
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Saturday, October 19th, 2002
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10:09 pm
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I understand why people are losing intrest in me. I have lost it too.
I am just lonely.
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(18 didn't listen | shut up)
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Monday, October 14th, 2002
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12:44 pm
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Monday, October 7th, 2002
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2:11 pm
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Tuesday, October 1st, 2002
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4:06 pm
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Who saw Chris from Donkey Punch in Ann Arbor today?
I did. So fuck you, that makes me cooler :)
Omg.
BBmak is sweet and so is Allen Twitty.
I want to play Baseball. I am so going to buy some more jerseys.
Who wants to See Alkaline Trio with me?
If I applied at your work would you hire me?
I want to read brians book about girls.
I woke up when you were getting out of school.
<3
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(13 didn't listen | shut up)
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Sunday, September 29th, 2002
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3:17 pm - If it moves, Kiss it.
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This weekend if by far the best weekend I have had in awhile. I have met new kids, and just had a lot of fun. I don't think I got made fun of at all. That's something I have missed.
On friday after school cooper, mike, brian, and bob went skating. Then I let Maria know where we were at because you know... She was coming to see us. Then we all went to Chi-Chis and ate some free chips and all that good stuff. I had some chocolate cake with ice cream. Then we went to the mall to sell some tickets to Mikes show next saturday. I managed to sell 3. We met up with Maria and Bailey at the mall. (On a side note, Bailey is fucking sweet.) We tried to sell more and no luck. We then went to ann arbor and did our thing. As we were headed to Meijer Maria and Bailey had to leave so we took them back to there car. We said our goodbyes. And went our separate ways. We went to Meijer and met Jeni, Rachel and Allison. We had some fun, telling stories and laying on Futons and boxes of pillows. Costumes were worn. Oh yeah, Bob K. also showed up and he smiled a lot. We went back to mikes and ate some food and then cooper,mike and I went to skate some more and brian brought my bag back with the keys in it. Then I fell asleep.
Saturday consisted of the Lansing skatepark. All day. I had a lot of fun. Mostly toward the end of our time there. The bowl was sweet. And I met some new kids there. Ones with cool hair and punk rock brothers. There is some trashy girls with their moms... And they were annoying as FUCK. I am not cute enough for them to pinch my butt. Then Bailey came up for a good five minutes and we talked and hugged then we left. Went to Jessa's for cooper and we went to play Hide and go seek at millpond. Mike Dana called and he was high. So we told him to meet us in Ann Arbor for "A Clockwork Orange". Of Course he did. We met up with Rachel, Allison, Jeni, Mike and Brandon there. I also saw Sean, Nick and Mellisa down in A2. Clockwork orange is better on a big screen. Everyone laughed when I did. It was nice.
Todays weather is enough to make this day great.
current mood: calm
current music: I love a magician.
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(2 didn't listen | shut up)
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Thursday, September 26th, 2002
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7:14 pm - Heart on a plate.
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I wish my dad would come to my "barn Yard" Sadie Hawkins dance and sing songs and dance. So, for awhile now I have been doing something for someone and now I am thinking about stopping. I don't know if this person will appreciate it or even care that I went out of my for them. I wish I didn't have feelings.
I wish I wasn't so dramatic. and I wish I could be more open.
Does it seem like I have been real bitter lately?
Well, I did enjoy Jimmy Eat World with Sam. It was the best day I have had in months. True story.
"Well, i'm a guy and I dont know what to do"
current mood: cold
current music: three simple words - Finch
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(2 didn't listen | shut up)
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Sunday, September 22nd, 2002
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1:51 pm - I am begining to catch on.
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My new attitude thing isn't working. Although I am doing things more these days I still feel like I am missing something. I really do miss some people. A lot. And I wish things were differnt. But I don't really know what people want these days. If anyone could help me out with that... It would be greatly appreciated.
So I finished Perks of being a wallflower again for the second time the other day. It put me in a horrible mood. Maybe just because everything was so gloomy and it was storming. Then the next day I started reading High Fidelity. Thanks to Jesse with his $15 gift card for Borders. All I had to do was skip lunch. (which I was going to do anyway). I really like this book too. Maybe because I like the movie so much.
I am begining to like my haircut. It's starting to look good.
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(9 didn't listen | shut up)
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Thursday, September 19th, 2002
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12:50 am - Dear , No regrets
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OMG what a crazy week... Bright eyes was pretty good. The heat really got to me and the creepy people... But all the instruments were sweet. Then a party where we watched a snake eat a mouse... That was insane. I have never seen something like that.
Not much has happened at school. I made some veggie chowder and everyone liked it. Other than that school has been pretty boring. I am reading a lot. I think the next book I am going to read is "High Fidelity". I want to read the book because it's one of my favorite movies.
Ok, then tuesday.... Mike and Jesse wanted to go get their nipples pierced in the canada. And I wanted to go. With the thought of a tattoo in mind. We went and no luck for jesse or mike. Jesse for differnt reasons. Seeing he didnt make it to canada. We went with Jeni and Brian. So we went to the tattoo place and yeah I got my tattoo. It was very nice and I really like it. And mike got a star on his shoulder. We then went to Hungry howies and then came home. Not very exciting but fun.
Then today, the day I didn't want to get my haircut, I got my haircut. It was cool at first but now it's weird. Like I liked it before she finished. But she wouldn't leave it. Crazy lady. Then I came home and Bob and Jesse arrived shortly after to go to Fairweather. It was a pretty good show. Fairweather was good. I dont know about the other bands. Saw Sam and Dj. That was nice.
So with all these changes there is going to be a new attitude. Hopefully a good one.
Also, my new pottery project theme is "AOL lingo" so help me out with those "WTF's" and "OMG's". I need some more.
XOXO
current mood: tired
current music: charred fields of snow
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(7 didn't listen | shut up)
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Saturday, September 14th, 2002
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4:30 pm
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Bring those razorblades along with the kleenex tonight. Swallowing them isnt the only use.
xoxo
current music: pretty birds get caught by cats too
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(6 didn't listen | shut up)
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Thursday, September 12th, 2002
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6:38 pm - I like to think I can fly.
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Where should I start. I haven't written one of these things in so long. School is a good thing for me. I really like having things to do. Maybe I like busy work, if I know what I am doing. I like when people say hello to me in the halls. It makes me smile. You know when that person who has never said anything to you before says "hello" or "we should hang out sometime".. That makes you feel good. You know it will never happen but it just lets you know for a second they had you in their thoughts.
Skating is a release for me. I love it so much. Maybe I sound like one of those anti-drug commercials but it's true. I really don't know where I would be without it. It gives me a reason to leave the house and it keeps me in shape along with a positive attitude (kind of). It's good to have a group of friends that can get together and do the same thing. But then go do their other things too, with other kids and have other friends.
Hung out with people I haven't in awhile and it was nice. I realized things I really missed about them and that I have somethings I need to work out.
I am maybe to sensative or just deffensive where it is not necessary. I am not always serious when I am deffensive but I know it is a hassle and I apologize to anyone who has to deal with it. I am going to work on some of these things. Like what I already mentioned and being to emotional and stop trying to find a deeper meaning to everything.
I want to be fun again. To some that has never changed but for others it has been a drastic change. I liked myself a lot more when I always had a good time. Maybe that ackward silence is a good thing you know? Maybe it let's me know we are all human.
So I am seeing Bright Eyes on saturday. I am also going to Fairweather with Jake, Ryan and hopefully Kelly. Followed with The used, maybe with Bill and his friends. Then Boxcar Racer with sam, I think. The reason I listed those might be to let myself know I still have friends and that I still do things. You know. Journal...We have had sometimes together, huh? Look at me being a dork. I really like it. Goodbye and Fair well.
i am open-minded!
How indie are you? test by ridethefader
You're pretty knowledgeable about music in general. You like indie music, sure, but that's only part of it.
You'll listen to any old shit as long as it sounds good to you. You're not snobby about music at all, you
just like what you like. How boring. Curiously, this makes you popular with the opposite sex.
Hmmmmm. Is that true?
xoxo
<3
current mood: mellow
current music: agenda suicide - the faint
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